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MONOLOGUE OF MY CITY or I’LL COME BACK SOME DAY (Part 1)

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Good morning, kids…

Everytime I open my eyes, I understand that you become lesser and lesser… You go far away and don’t tell me a word…

I’ve got used to that and you know that I never take unbrage, but always happy to see you all back again…

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I’ve changed a lot. I’ve become ugly and dirty… I’ve started to cry very much, so my eyes are always tumefied. I’ve lost my face among others, lost my beauty and have been covered with dust… That’s not your fault, hell no! Most of you loved me and always took care of me without deserving anything back, but that “most” has left me long before and I’ve already forgotten their faces.

I remember the times, when people have been living as human and my only objective was to warm them and make them to smile.

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Smile… Huh, I’ve already forgotten that feeling… That sweet sincere emotion full of colours and spirit.

Who will close the eyes with me tonight? Dirty, dusty, grey eyes without shine… My friends, where are you? Why did you leave me in pain among these clowns?.. Why are they torturing me? What have I done to them? Why are they spitting on me?

I’ve been always glad to welcome guests from around the planet, but they stay too long without sense of time. You left me, my friends, and the strangers noticed your empty houses and greedily entered there and made me to accept their wild new rules…

You, friend of mine, help me, please… Help me…

Telefornication

I don’t know what happens around the world in global! I’ve watched TV news or heard about them a year before! The only programs on TV that makes me switch on the blue screen are football matches and comedy shows. And, you know what? I live so much easier and funnier than I used to!!!

One of the reasons I never watch news, that’s because I know about important highlights around the planet in a few words and that’s enough not to step down from the time. I’ve heard about craze in Ukraine, Syrian conflict, rare cold in the United States and so on! People talk. People talk everytime and everywhere so I should be totally deaf to pay no attention on such things around…

The second reason is that TV news are only about negative! Catastrophies, wars, kills, deathes… I don’t think I wanna know about them at all! Some persons say that they watch news to be in time for anything and to know the problems around! I don’t think that problems which were a couple of years ago and those which are now are different! The others say that they try to figure out main problems to help the world and people… Ok! And what do they do for that? And what resources they get from news to help people?! Everybody knows about hunger, different aches, poverty and such things! Do your best if you want to help, not sit on the sofa and watch TV in your warm and comfortable home and fell yourself like a superman or somebody like that.

P.S.: I’m working on my first all around novel which will be ready hopefully until April, so I decided to send the half of my earned money to some cancer clinic: the book is dedicated to the brighest memory of a girl who had so much to do, but she lost to cancer in the early ages… I guess, that will be the real help. Something constructive… And if you notice: No Politics, No Press Games and so on!!! HELP PEOPLE HOWEVER YOU CAN, BUT NEVER SPEAK ABOUT HELP IF YOU AREN’T GOING TO DO SO, PLEASE!!!

Help Actually or THE MENTAL INSTITUTE OF MUTUAL HELP

ImageFrom the early ages we are taught that nothing is done without any profit. Even some big-time humanist-helpers does their actions with even just a little emotional profit. I’m not speaking about money, but fame! Nature gave me some great gift: the ability of scanning people and understand easily what they really want from the others.

I was taught otherwise. Not by my parents or relatives or friends, but by life as a whole.

I have just helped some poor group of people in Africa, but I won’t tell you how to prove my words about thinking otherwise. Yes, I have my emotional profit too. A huge emotional profit. I’ve never felt myself better, but I really don’t expect anything from them besides connecting to them in future and be sure about their lives: I want to hear, that my actions made their lives more happier than before.

Somebody will ask me: is it possible to be totally happy or not. Well, you know, I have the best parents, the best friends, the best job that I enjoy. The only space in my life is my private life. I haven’t find her yet. But I’m totally happy and ready to help other people even in my enough younger ages. I’m happy, because I DECIDE WHETHER I’M HAPPY OR NOT and the level of it!

Our times are not romantic at all, but the main benefits of 21th century are that we have Internet and we can connect each other even if I’m in North Pole and you are in Oceania. That’s why I want to hear the problems, to understand them! I want to make a mental institute of non-profit mutual help. That can’t be easy, but there is nothing impossible for our minds, agree? Let’s start from being virtual psychologists of each other. Easy step, easy way…

P.S.: Connect me. Tell me about your problems and I’ll do my best. Seriously…